Self-Worth and Self-Discovery

It seems like every few days I feel emotional. Today is one of those days. I know that part of change is letting go of the past and sometimes I find myself holding onto things that aren't good for my mental well being.  I think what bothers me the most is when I see something change that I had a part of. I don't know if it's because I've gotten myself wrapped up in what I believe in so much that I can't see an alternate view, or if it's just grieving the loss of something I loved so much.

Perhaps I found too much of my self-worth through my work and not enough through my faith.  I'm one of those people that as a child, I had a lot of negative messages going through my head, and although I am older and have worked through most of the messages, some are still there.  I remember when I was in my 20's I posted little notes around my apartment to change the way I thought of myself.  After a couple years I began to believe in my abilities and really started to grow in my position at work. I gained more and more experience, and was promoted a few times into new roles that I found challenging and rewarding. I invested a lot of time and emotions into my job.

Where do I get my self-worth from now that I don't have a job?  As I mentioned above, I can turn to God for help with this but what else? My children, my husband, my home, my family... a little bit of everything? Perhaps there is more than one reason I find myself without a job and going through this change. Maybe I will learn more about myself than I ever dreamed of.  I know this too shall pass in regards to how I feel today and I must have faith that things are going to be okay.  Self-discovery is a wonderful thing, and I am grateful I have this opportunity.

Until next time.
Sue

A Step Forward

My husband is concerned about my not having a job yet.  It's only been 2 months, but he doesn't want me to get too comfortable at home.  I think the most important thing for me is to be busy. I could easily get sucked into the world of talk shows, but that wouldn't feed my spirit. I like to work and I like to do things that have a positive impact on people.

I decided to look into some volunteer work for my church to help them with their social media efforts.  I love to write and I enjoy social media, so I thought this would be a perfect opportunity for me.  I ran into the office manager on Sunday and mentioned to her my thoughts, and today I went to the church office to see what I could do for them. Come to find out they've been praying for me (well, not me in particular, but someone that could do this job!)

Getting Ready to Look for a Job

Making a career change is scary. It was easier for me to go to my job every day doing the same thing. I loved my job and looked forward to going to work. It wasn't my choice to leave, but now I have a chance to explore other options as I move forward with my life. I feel pretty fortunate to have this opportunity to make changes and I pray I trust God's guidance as I move ahead.

The importance of exercise with kids

I think it's important that children know about exercise.  Not just by doing, but by seeing as well. Since I had an appointment at the garage this morning I decided I would ride the exercise bike after I picked the kids up.

Doing Things Differently

Change is all about creating new habits. If I want to feel better and get more energy, I must get up and get my body moving. My goal is to walk or bike at least 4 -5 days a week. Just typing that sounds like a lot, but really, right now is when I have the time. I don't have to be at a job for 8 hours every day and I really want to make some changes in my life. 

Reflections on a Birthday

My son turns 5 today and I am amazed at the journey so far... to go from that little tiny baby to this little boy... to go from little coos to having conversations, from my doing everything for him to him getting dressed and making his bed before I even rise from my own, it is amazing. 

A Start to a New Day

I've recently gone through a major change in my life. I lost my job after 22 years with the same company. It was a job I loved, that I felt passionate about and looked forward to each day. This change is giving me an opportunity to look at my life and go in the direction that is meant for me.  Nothing happens by mistake. I believe God will guide me to where I'm supposed to be. This is my journey.